I do.
I dream that my kids are always safe and sound. That they find love and happiness in their lives and that the path ahead for them is easy and care free.
Have I spoilt them?
Yes I have although I have had different results in doing so - but I experienced my mother's love in a very detached and awkward way. She had had a hard life herself and really didnt want the complications of children but there was no pill back then. So she managed to have two.
So I have spoilt both of my girls. Showered them with protection with the hope that they will remember that I care.
Thats the memory I want them to have of me - that I loved them.
I dream for my husband to be happy with his life. To be pain free which is difficult for him right now as every day he suffers from a shoulder injury that makes him have sleepless nights and can make him sad and sometimes cranky.
I wish it would stop and that he would get better and that every day could be fulfilling and enjoyable.
I have dreams for myself too but often they dont matter as much cause what matters is that my family is happy, healthy and safe.
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